Seo Dong-ju Confesses Complex Feelings Towards Her Late Father, Seo Se-won: 'There Was No Final Conversation'
Seo Dong-ju, a lawyer and broadcaster in the United States, has shared her honest feelings about her late father, Seo Se-won.
In an appearance on the YouTube channel 'A-Class Jang Young-ran,' which was released on the 28th, Seo Dong-ju carefully opened up as she recalled her childhood and family history.
'The last time I saw him was when he passed away.'
Seo Dong-ju said, 'Since my parents divorced, my life has always been in the news. When my father passed away, the media even came to Cambodia,' reflecting on the time she has lived under the public eye.
She continued, 'I couldn't talk to my father for nearly 10 years. The last time I saw him was when he passed away. Seeing the funeral being held in such poor conditions, I thought, 'Why were you so cruel to your family if this was going to happen?' But now I can't even ask, so I can only cry,' she said calmly.
'There were good memories too... but he changed a lot at some point.'
When asked about her father during her school days, she recalled, 'He was a kind and warm person when I was young, but he changed a lot at some point.'
She added, 'I think he had a hard time after his fame and position faltered after the 2002 World Cup. I relieve my emotions by drawing, but my father didn't have that outlet. Eventually, that anger was directed at my mother, which strained the family relationship.'
'More sadness than resentment.'
Seo Dong-ju said, 'My father had a fiery personality. So we were always a little afraid, but there were many times when we were happy as a family. Now, I feel more sadness than resentment,' revealing her lingering affection and longing for her family.
'Drawing and writing protected me.'
She also said, 'At that time, my mother was undergoing chemotherapy, and I had to 정리해야 the house in the United States. I couldn't handle it, so I drew and wrote in my diary. Those times made me who I am now.'
She continued, 'If I had given up then, I wouldn't have met my current husband, and I wouldn't have seen my mom recover. Looking back now, I think I am who I am because of those times,' reflecting on her life.
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